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2015

03 July 2015, @ 10:51 AM

I feel like blogging again.

It's amazing how much a few years can do to you. I have reached a point in my life where I need things to change. Right now. It's pretty depressing. I think everyone in their 20's go through quite a bit trying to stabilize their lives, find themselves. I think I took a wrong turn somewhere along the way and now I'm in quite a mess. Well, was. Last year was such a bad year for me; I can not even begin to explain it. But something in me woke up. I think I must have lost myself in the midst of the chaos of studying and working, and I really needed that wake up call. There is more to life than that. I am just glad that I am moving forward to a better place in my life now, and I feel stronger and more motivated than ever to finish everything I started. Looking forward to a switch in some aspects of my life, and an improvement in others. I am not gonna 'hope' things work out for me, I am gonna make it happen. And I think I am quite ready to kill anyone who is in my way.

Away from the negatives, the best thing that happened to me last year would be adopting my kitty! Best decision that I and my husband have ever made. Coming home after a rough day, it just feels so great to see my husband and kitty.

If I reflect back, despite the rough times in the recent years, I have to say that my life has improved a lot. I am definitely happier, wiser, stronger. I pray that I only grow more, whatever comes my way.

Will continue blogging as it helps me reflect.

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Happily Married

04 January 2013, @ 10:41 AM

"The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now

My universe
Will never be the same
I'm glad you came"

From 26/05/2007
Till now
I'll love you always.

01/01/2013

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One week to the big day

26 December 2012, @ 4:02 PM

I've been pretty lazy to write an entry nowadays.

It's been really long since I last wrote a proper one, but maybe it's time I start noting my thoughts and events down; seems like they serve as pretty good memories after a few years :)

In a week's time, I and my fiance will be married.

I'm pretty nervous as it's quite sudden, and I feel unprepared for the wedding (as in the event). But I'm very happy with him, and I'm more than prepared to marry him. We are young, for sure, but this is where we start planning our future together. I pray for no more obstacles like before, but I wouldn't worry too much because we've gone way past that phase and we're both more matured now :)

I'm very happy with where we are now as a couple, with our families and our friends and loved ones. Everything is going perfect, unlike all our past problems and it's amazing how much we have grown together as a couple.

But I still have a long way to go for myself. Having to extend my studies due to my commitments is quite hard for me to do as I want to finish everything as early as I can. I just started on my new job and there are many changes in environment, many new things to learn, and many new people I've still yet to know. I hope things go well. I do miss my old colleagues very much it almost hurts, but I'm doing what is best for me. Well, I always believe that it doesn't matter how long it takes, as long as you do not stop.

I can't wait for the wedding, the after-parties, my normal life to resume (considering the fact that I've been busy planning for the past few weeks) and more happy days to come.

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Well

11 December 2012, @ 10:28 AM

I shall try blogging again soon :)

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