You know that feeling? The lousy feeling you get when you're just standing there among the bustling crowd. You're watching everyone go on with their own lives, but you're just standing there feeling helpless on what to do. The feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you think of something you've been trying not to think about, the queasy feeling that makes you feel faint. The thoughts just keep coming, the memories keep flashing in your mind making you want to crumble and breakdown. When you feel helpless because you've been trying to stay strong for so long, that it just builds up till you feel like just screaming. Even then, it feels like your screams will never be heard. You feel like tearing your hair out of frustration, you've been trying your very best to move forward. You feel like you're alone even when you're surrounded by your loved ones.

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